The Drawing Board
Friday 2 December 2011
Thursday 20 October 2011
3.14159265358979323846264338327950288...
π is an irrational number, which means that its value cannot be expressed exactly.
My reason for choosing this as a topic to ponder on is because to me, life is very
much like PI.
Life is, and always will be, even if one chooses not to recognize all aspects of it,
they still remain. One trait about a perfect circle is that it can roll or spin yet it will
only touch a flat surface at exactly one point. To give you a perspective of your
standing on this earth all you need remember is that no matter how important
or successful you are you as a person will only ever occupy a few feet of the
planet at any given time.
Given the fact that the earth is 24,000 miles in circumference and there are 5280 feet
in a mile you are looking at 126,720,000 linear feet...It would take a human 800 days
to walk around the earth if 30 miles were traversed in a day.
Take into consideration it only takes the earth a span of 24 hours to complete one rotation.
So the next time you think that life coming at you at 1,000 miles per hour, it pretty much is.
My point in listing out all these numbers and definitions is to make a point.
You cannot change everything. You can however influence your immediate surroundings
and the people that you come into contact with, negatively or positively.
A persons impact in there life is not what they fashioned by hand, but what they fashioned
with their heart and mind. The legacy that is left behind will outlast any structure.
Sometimes we loose perspective, get wrapped up in the chaos of life and forget that
we are just one piece of a massive entity.To survive it is important to accept that there
are many things you cannot change or prevent and decide to focus your energy on the
things you can influence.
I find myself going through cycles where my mind begins to ponder on things that are out
of my control or even comprehension.
Before I know it I am stressed out and no longer productive.
Eventually I realize that I have digressed and make my way back to solid ground where I can
walk at ease and positively effect those around me, as it should be.
I am sorry if this was long winded. Sometimes it takes me a while to discover the true topic of
my ramblings.
Now I must sleep.
Goodnight,
E
Sunday 2 October 2011
version 2.0
Memories become a blur, minor events fall to the background so that only the most salient remain.
When looking back over this past year and the events therein, it has been a substantially busy year. Life is always rife with stumbling blocks, tough decisions and way more drama than should be legal, but it is also filled with smiles, laughter and memories that will sustain you through the tough times.
With every bruise there are lessons that can and should be learned. Much like with a child learning the difference between hot and cold, you can tell them the words, but until they associate a feeling with the words they mean nothing. With every new territory there is a learning curve. You not only guaranteed to fail but to crash and burn. The real test with any situation is your ability to pick up the ashes and rebuild with a new understanding, thus making your foundation that much stronger.
Currently I am in the midst of a multitude of life lessons, hanging on for dear life hoping that when I land my feet are secure.
It is a fair statement that this year will drastically define then next five years of my future. Hopefully I will have wisdom enough to choose wisely the path I will walk, and then live with it.
In all this it is important to remember a very essential part to life. Sleep. Something that I rarely get enough of.
What sleep I do get is normally tainted by an overactive mind, which is a bi-product of the stimuli I get from the ride we call life.
For tonight I hope that I have downloaded enough thoughts to have a peaceful night, enabling me to continue to go into the mortuary that is defined as my current employment.
Goodnight.
Saturday 24 September 2011
HTML
Practice Makes Perfect
I have been spending the past few days learning HTML and CSS Style Sheets. So I have decided to write a blog using the HTML portion of blogger. Work this week has been very slow and what work there is, has been mind-numbing. I have been filling the hours by studying and trying to advance myself in any way I can with the tools I have available to me. Google is my personal Guru, as long as you know the question you need to ask you are more than likely to find what you need. There is little or no need these days to go out and buy a book on programming, between Youtube, Blogger, MSDN, w3, and 4GuysFromRolla you can find just about anything you could ever want to know about most of the popular programming languages that are currently out there. On a slightly different subject I loaded a ASUS EeePC Notebook with Debian Linux today in order to make it run faster. This is my first time using any Linux version of OS, I am looking forward to seeing what Linux has to offer. There is commonly a large gap that separates Microsoft users and Linux users.The Development environment of Microsoft is .Net and SQL Server is the Database engine VS. the Linux environment called LAMP (Linux,Apache,MySql,PHP) all of which are open source (i.e. free or very close to it.) My eyes are now quite heavy as I started this entry last night and am trying to finish it on only a few hours of sleep, so the last half may seem a bit scattered. I apologize. I will say Adieu until my next entry. May your weekend be a pleasant one! E |
Thursday 22 September 2011
Learning Binge
I have an interview in a little over a week, one that might prove to be a doorway into a much faster paced and higher paying job.
Of course with any job change there is a certain amount of leaning that must be done, in addition to that this would be a change in skill sets and thus will require that much more study.
Most of my coding experience has been with Windows Forms Applications constructed in the .Net environment. Now I will be getting into the Web Based side of things. Working with HTML5, JSON, Jquery, Jscript, as well as expanding my knowledge of asp.net and C#.
Learning is cathartic, it helps to distract and structure thoughts as well as build confidence with every success!
The trick to learning is to find the path that your mind absorbs information best, which is different for everyone.
I learn by immersion. If I can surround myself with experiences and people who know far more than I do, then I will soon begin to mimic the traits and how the experienced handle a given situation.
Choose your teachers, don't just learn from anyone. Much like I will say if at all possible choose your boss, then choosing you comes second.
There are many changes that lie ahead for me in life, some will be good others I am sure will be hard, but the things that make people remembered for years is not how easy life was for them, but what they did to overcome the hardships and trials that were given to them. Boring people rarely make history.
So be adventurous! Do what makes you happy, even if that means you have to get a little bruised in the process of finding out what makes you happy, in the long run, it is a solid investment.
Goodnight.
E
Friday 16 September 2011
Punctilious
Sunday 11 September 2011
Musings of a Professional Nature
It is important to find a way to shed this stress, to get it out of your system. Some people play golf, go hiking, running, play paintball, something to get the blood flowing and exchange the oxygen in the blood stream.
I play guitar or spend time with people I value in my life. Sometimes, both at once. The important things in life are not easily replaced or very often found, so when you find happiness hold onto it, cherish it. Much like love, happiness must be maintained, it is not self sustaining but is more like a garden. The more attention and care given the more rewarding it is.
Work is a vital part of life, without it we cannot survive. Life is expensive, but well worth the investment.
What I encourage is this, find a job that makes you happy and gives you flexibility to do the things you love.
I am in the process of finding the job that I enjoy. In the meantime I enjoy my free time to the fullest that my budget will allow and spend my time with people who make me smile!
Until next time, don't forget to breathe.
E